I made Frosh/Soph.
But i am the only goaly for it.
So i get to play the game so i am happy.
I wish we were in season.
Playing water polo makes me in the zone and makes me feel like thats where i need to be.
in the goal and watching the game.
No thoughts of family or dalton or anthign else but that game is infront of me.
The workouts put me in that place to.
and i like it.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Life.
Yeah joy joy.
My mom is drinking again.
and that really bites.
cause it affects me emotionally.
to where i am annoyed, apathetic, and i run until my legs hurt.
I cant think or talk straight.
And i dont liek being aorund cause the things she yells at me get to me.
I feel like i shouldnt be here.
I am also a bit annoyed at Dalton.
I really dont like him trating me differently when one of his old friends comes around.
He is a jerk and i dont like dealing with it.
Well being at church with people and seeing the kids put me in a better mood.
But i had a weird dream.
i will post that later.
My mom is drinking again.
and that really bites.
cause it affects me emotionally.
to where i am annoyed, apathetic, and i run until my legs hurt.
I cant think or talk straight.
And i dont liek being aorund cause the things she yells at me get to me.
I feel like i shouldnt be here.
I am also a bit annoyed at Dalton.
I really dont like him trating me differently when one of his old friends comes around.
He is a jerk and i dont like dealing with it.
Well being at church with people and seeing the kids put me in a better mood.
But i had a weird dream.
i will post that later.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Well. I havent type in while.
I havent blogged in a while.
But as an Update.
My mom started drinking again.
I am getting my hair cut saterday.
homecoming is saterday.
i am helping in leading in a pre-k small group at church.
i found out i weigh 125 and am 5'2''.
i need a tetnis shot.
water polo practice is getting harder and harder and we get team lists thursday.
that one of my friends since kindergarten has a family problem somewhat on the same lines as mine. Really nice guy that is in my 1st 3rd and 5th period. so i see him al day wednsday and friday. <>
My hair is really long.
too many people have asked me out or like me.
and i like to wear colors.
foot ball is an awesome game to watch this year at my school cause we are winning.
my boyfriend eats wayyy too many sweets.
I have read/finished the book. Liek the Red Panda and is was really good. I recommend it.
i am working on the book. Perks of Being a Wallflower.
I have transfered to a different group at school.
and one of the girls keeps poking me in the boob.
people keep calling me and rely on me to be there wayy to much.
yeah. i will type more later. <3
But as an Update.
My mom started drinking again.
I am getting my hair cut saterday.
homecoming is saterday.
i am helping in leading in a pre-k small group at church.
i found out i weigh 125 and am 5'2''.
i need a tetnis shot.
water polo practice is getting harder and harder and we get team lists thursday.
that one of my friends since kindergarten has a family problem somewhat on the same lines as mine. Really nice guy that is in my 1st 3rd and 5th period. so i see him al day wednsday and friday. <>
My hair is really long.
too many people have asked me out or like me.
and i like to wear colors.
foot ball is an awesome game to watch this year at my school cause we are winning.
my boyfriend eats wayyy too many sweets.
I have read/finished the book. Liek the Red Panda and is was really good. I recommend it.
i am working on the book. Perks of Being a Wallflower.
I have transfered to a different group at school.
and one of the girls keeps poking me in the boob.
people keep calling me and rely on me to be there wayy to much.
yeah. i will type more later. <3
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