Family

☼.::.+ .Maranda. +.::.☼

I have just recently gotten in contact with my real family.

I have my mom but not my dad. I have a step dad.

Anywho.

I have just gotten in contact with my grandparents, but not my dad. They sound like really cool and people and so doesnt the rest of my family, but its been a week and I havent talked to my dad. Im not sure how he is taking this or if he knows. I also dont know who i can talk to about. My mom goes into panic attacks and its weird to talk to my step dad about this. My siblings dont know and i think i bug dalton enough. This is a pickle...

☼ Help?

☼.::.+ .Maranda. +.::.☼

Why do guys think they are sooo cool when they get a girlfriend?

One of my friends, who i have known for 6 years, just recently got a girlfriend and told my boyfriend and not me. Well me and this kid are close friends and that was weird. Well, i found out on myspace and asked about her. He didnt tell me anything, his phone rang and she called.

So, we were on are way to the beach during all this. He was at the beach with us for an hour and then he lied to us saying he had to go home when he went to the mall to meet her.

Now he is abtig as if he is on top. But the girl doesnt want to meet any of us. She is in eight grade and he is whipped. He is being extremely rude to me and dalton, and when we try to talk to him about it he yells at us or ignores us. I give up on him till he gets it, but dalton doesnt want ot lose him as a friend. Can somebody please explain why he is acting like this?

Help on what to do?

Thanx.

Water Polo.

I made Frosh/Soph.
But i am the only goaly for it.
So i get to play the game so i am happy.
I wish we were in season.
Playing water polo makes me in the zone and makes me feel like thats where i need to be.
in the goal and watching the game.
No thoughts of family or dalton or anthign else but that game is infront of me.
The workouts put me in that place to.
and i like it.

Life.

Yeah joy joy.
My mom is drinking again.
and that really bites.
cause it affects me emotionally.
to where i am annoyed, apathetic, and i run until my legs hurt.
I cant think or talk straight.
And i dont liek being aorund cause the things she yells at me get to me.
I feel like i shouldnt be here.

I am also a bit annoyed at Dalton.
I really dont like him trating me differently when one of his old friends comes around.
He is a jerk and i dont like dealing with it.

Well being at church with people and seeing the kids put me in a better mood.

But i had a weird dream.
i will post that later.

Well. I havent type in while.

I havent blogged in a while.
But as an Update.
My mom started drinking again.
I am getting my hair cut saterday.
homecoming is saterday.
i am helping in leading in a pre-k small group at church.
i found out i weigh 125 and am 5'2''.
i need a tetnis shot.
water polo practice is getting harder and harder and we get team lists thursday.
that one of my friends since kindergarten has a family problem somewhat on the same lines as mine. Really nice guy that is in my 1st 3rd and 5th period. so i see him al day wednsday and friday. <>
My hair is really long.
too many people have asked me out or like me.
and i like to wear colors.
foot ball is an awesome game to watch this year at my school cause we are winning.
my boyfriend eats wayyy too many sweets.
I have read/finished the book. Liek the Red Panda and is was really good. I recommend it.
i am working on the book. Perks of Being a Wallflower.
I have transfered to a different group at school.
and one of the girls keeps poking me in the boob.
people keep calling me and rely on me to be there wayy to much.
yeah. i will type more later. <3

School.

Homework is so much fun. = sarcasm =
Mondays bite.
I carry three books cause they are back to back.
and five binders.
luckely no water polo bag.
well not yet.
I have block schedule so.... yeah.

The Dance.

The dance was sooo much fun.
The football game.
we won!!!!
i spent the entire time.
with tori and elizabeth and jimmy. etc people.
and i danced with dalton.
it was soo much fun.
We were all sweating and stuff.
but it was soooo worth it.
I got to spend that whole time with dalton which was awesome.
I love doing that.
^^
Yuppers.
Uhhh yeah and apparently we are married.
Dont ask.
Yeah so I had fun.
Muahahaha.